Scilla is still sick :(:( something wrong with her pawn :(..

I feel bad for her.. But we will take her to the vet tomorrow!

Otherwise I woke up 05,25 today. Went to luleå with nicklash. Installed xp at comp. went to bed from 08,30-11 ( sweet) but had some strange dreams.. about waking up.. and then laughing ( irl) everytime I was about to wake up in the dream.. very strange!
Then i took a shower and installed some shit at the comp. after that I went to the school. Boring spss program! So I went to get myself an haircut! Really goodlooking! Even though it doesn´t look like I´ve gotten myself an haircut.. Or.. maybe.. if U look closely..

After this.. I went home again.. looked at some stuff ( porn) and then I went to kalix again with nicklash! ate some pie and felt good.

After this I helped mom with moving her office thingies to her new office. boring but I got strong!

And after this I went to Antzon! Watched the leet movie "Wayne´s world!" Which kinda owned! *schwing* lael. Gonna use that at insomnia! :D*will score 100 babes* We were supposed to watch another movie. With Annza märta but .. yea..it was late so We gonna watch it tomorrow. And I´m looking forward to it! cos Eddie Vedder has written alot of the songs to the soundtrack.. ( into the wild)

and now.. hmm.. I am reading about my doggie.. what to do etc.. And writing this shit ofc.. btw.. A small contest!

Everyone who writes a comment, ( with their full name ofc). I shall Buy 1 lollipop to! (VERY SERIOUS)

I am looking in my rearviewmirror. What do I seE?. I see... kitties... Small.. And more in the frontwindow :) Kill em all!

The mornings are the worst! I am always dreaming about you! *damn girl* But this video actually got me to laugh some =)


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WOuld be fun if SOMEONE COMMENT !... bitches!

/Love Chaz

Today I wrote the longest thing ever! About everything that happened. Weeell. So.. yea..

Answer to marias blogg!

Without taste you would never kiss one with strawberry lipbalm! Cos then it would just be gluey and sticky! =(

oh tonight began with anything,
shaft of light, a warm breath and a scream,
oh tamper if you like between the doors
oh cant expect to go out, to go out with anything more

oh, reach the door, a breath and a..
oh, reach the door, hey a lalala yeah
life aint what its worth
a breath and a... oh reach the door

all these reaching hands out grabbing things, grabbing me
day in day out accumulating
who i suggest you step on your porch
run away my son, see it all, oh see the world

oh reach the door, a breath and a...
oh reach the door, hey a lalala yeah
life aint what its worth
a breath and a... oh reach the door

come, here it comes, there it goes, when it comes
where it goes, when it comes
cant see through the faith, whoh
ooh come, here it comes, there it goes
grab what you can
dont you know theres something inside your head, yeah,

if i knew where it was, i would take you there, there's much more than this, ooh whoh much more that this, whoh see the world,
much more that... whoh much more than...


This song is dedicated to myself!

And to anyone else that digs it! not that anyone reads this. but hey. who gibs a shit. I like it

Maube the worst day wasn´t the worst day? Maybe I needed this fresh start. Without knowing it. I feel strong! I feel strangly happy!

But still I have these feelings for her, and they will be here for quite a time. but I know someday I will be able to move on and give my heart to another one! But for now I want a break from love. For indefinite time. But It ended in the best way ever! I feel so positive for this! It might not be what I want, but I will survive!

Song

Hey... oooh...Sheets of empty canvas, untouched sheets of clayWere laid spread out before me as her body once did.All five horizons revolved around her soulAs the earth to the sunNow the air I tasted and breathed has taken a turnOoh, and all I taught her was everything

Ooh, I know she gave me all that she woreAnd now my bitter hands chafe beneath the cloudsOf what was everything.Oh, the pictures have all been washed in black, tattooed everything...

I take a walk outsideI'm surrounded by some kids at playI can feel their laughter, so why do I sear?Oh, and twisted thoughts that spin round my headI'm spinning, oh, I'm spinningHow quick the sun can drop away

And now my bitter hands cradle broken glassOf what was everything?All the pictures have all been washed in black, tattooed everything...All the love gone bad turned my world to blackTattooed all I see, all that I am, all I'll be... yeah...Uh huh... uh huh... ooh...I know someday you'll have a beautiful life,I know you'll be a sun in somebody else's sky, but whyWhy, why can't it be, why can't it be mine

Worst day.

Day after today

HELLO babies! Today is a new day. And Everything started with me going to shower, atleast that was what I thought! But no no! Then Magnus called, and I went WOOOOT I LIKE forgot the carrot! * short for forgetting that we were supposed to eat lunch together* Anyway. So I hurried like a maniac, and I managed to make it to Brodies in just 30 minutes!

Soooo . The clock is 15,43

Later, after the fun conversation that led to a date with MAGIC dudes tomorrow! WEeeeha! It sure was a long time ago I played.. Kinda miss it! *Caressing my thumbs*
hmm where was I.. Oh Yea! After the funfun conversation with MuG, I went to the big Chapel* aka Luleå Centrum*. where I Bought NIICe things.. oke.. I didn´t buy anything actually :/ But I pretended that I did! And it sure felt good! Oooh loook at my new ps3! mohahah* I said, Laughing to the little beast, kid, whatevvah. But he sure looked like a horryfying little hand licker*

After this illusionary, but still very entertaining, conversation I decided to take a quick catch for breath at one of the many benches of luleå. And when I sat there. Doing nothing but playing with my 5 krona. I saw a Woman . Begging for money. not just sitting there like they usally do. But literally BEGGING, with here hands put together, almost looking like they were welded together by some holy welding machine. And looked at every person that walked by her, with HUUGE dog eyes, like.,. GIIB ME MONEY. and then if someone gave her money, she KISSED the hand of the stupid person who gave her the money.. I.. Who was thinking of giving her my last 5 krona. But nooo .. Not if she´s gonna kiss my hand. That´s just WRONG.! WRONG I TELL YA! Sure she must been kinda desperate if she´s doing that. but hey.. It was spooky and strange to see it. I dunno .. Just.. the whole *praying* thing was to much for me.

I never gave her my last 5 krona. Instead I bought something for my girlfriend for it.

Maybe next time lady with the praying hands.. Maybe next time.

Today I´ve shown my FEARSOME skills with my calculator. I think I smelled nice aswell.

The clock is now 15,41

And I am Eagerly WAITING for My loved one. I just checked my mail, and the dude from Tradera sent my movie finally! .. But it´s a VHS.. not DVD as I thought when I bought it.. So now I am angry, frustrated but still got a hunger for chicken nuggets.. I went to school today, even though I didn´t have to!! But anyway, I still went! And showed Jens his place in this world! Under the table, with my zipper open.

After the LOOONG study session we went down to the DUNGEON and slayed Wyrms and possesed children, oor.. wait.. no.. We didn´t . But we went down to a dungeon looking basement , where our party shall be hold! ( 10 of may if u wanna come! )
The theme will be 90´s ! So bring ur spicegirl costume, Yes I know u got one.

For people who are tooooooooOOO LAZY to read everything , read below.

I guess no one is reading this garbage anyway so I will just post some cool video for you to watch at! Unless ... .. Naah I´ll just post the stupid video! Hf!

I am here for you